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Unprofessionalism

What does it cost to be yourself β€” at work? The more we strive to be professional, the harder it becomes to connect to one another honestly, vulnerably β€” as humans. With my podcast and newsletter, I want to inspire the courage it takes to bring more of ourselves to work. Each week, I dig into moments of professional risk, from my own life, and from conversations with guests on my podcast, Unprofessionalism.

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Pause for Thought || 🎀 EP 33 on Female Health, the Last Professional Taboo

Hi Reader, I was ill last week. Three days, stuck to my bed, not even considering a run. This almost never happens. I don't get ill. Until I do. When I finally went out for a walk, somewhere between my front door and the next corner, it hit me like a stick on the head: what if I slowed down the podcast? Before any sensible objection could arrive, I felt excited. Liberated, to be honest. In seven years of podcasting it had never once occurred to me that I could just decide to slow it down. To...

Hi Reader, A screen full of black rectangles with names in the middle. That's who I was speaking to last week: a training on how to handle challenging conversations... Not really a topic we can learn while we're only half there. And I said so, out loud, at the start. I pulled out all the tricks and it still took 45 minutes before a brave participant said what most of the room had been thinking: "I really appreciate you and the content, but most of us didn't choose to be here. It's a mandatory...

Hi Reader, One of the biggest challenges I'm facing right now is hearing clients wonder whether to replace live workshops with AI-powered, self-guided learning β€” which is basically upgraded e-learning. My first instinct was to become even better, more polished, more structured, more ... professional. But then it hit me. The response to that threat must lie at the opposite end of the spectrum, by which I don't mean lower quality but more humanity. This might result in more messiness and I...

Hi Reader, When I fell in love with a woman four years ago, I decided it wouldn't change anything about who I was. I had been with men all my life, and now I was with a woman. End of story. Nobody's business who I sleep with. That's the story I told myself until this year when my good friend Laura spoke about cultural aspects of queerness: how being queer shapes far more of us than our sexuality, and how many gay people go through very similar journeys without noticing. As a side-story, I...

Hi Reader, I am German, living in Amsterdam, and after almost a decade my Dutch is β€” as we say in German β€” too small to live and too big to die. To change that, I'm officially out of office this week to immerse myself in a full-week intensive Dutch class. And to make it compleet, my partner and I agreed to only speak Dutch at home during this week, hopefully building the routine of speaking Dutch with each other from now on. While stuttering like a ten-year-old, I realise how much we attach...

Hi Reader, Let me start with an update: After six months, I have disentangled the two podcasts again. Workshops Work and Unprofessionalism now have both their own home and feed: Unprofessionalism Podcast Workshops Work Podcast Here is the long story of why and why now. A while back, "The final episode of workshops work with Myriam Hadnes" pulled a few hundred downloads per week. That's unusually many for an episode that's months old and where I hadn't said anything particularly brilliant to...

Hi Reader, What's making it hard for you? You can replace "it" by any action item you're procrastinating. My current most procrastinated item is business development. The deck is almost ready, ready enough to be sent and still I am not doing it. A colleague asked me the obvious question last week: Why not? Funny enough, it suddenly felt uncomfortably obvious. And for once it wasn't any of the reasons I'd run to a therapist or coach for: No childhood wound or mommy issues, no fear of rejection...

Hi Reader, I'm just coming back from a 20 km run, as part of my marathon training. Funny enough, every week, when I leave the house for a long run, I have a moment of doubt and excitement, wondering whether my body will support me in this endeavour. And when I'm back, I feel amazing and remember that I'm training for this. Each week, the mileage increases by one kilometer. Each week, I believe I couldn't do more until the next week, when I do it and cannot believe the extra kilometer the week...

Hi Reader, I sent a former client my new pitch deck and asked for his candid feedback. He replied fast. And candid he was! A long list of bullets that took me weeks to digest. He asked me if I collaborated with AI on it. Ouch. And pointed out that my uniqueness in the way I operate and facilitate didn't come through. In its current format, I would blend into the background of other leadership training providers was his conclusion. I first brushed it off, thinking that leadership training in...

Hi Reader, And suddenly it clicked into place. It took me almost half a year, more than thirty conversations, to finally land on an important nuance regarding unprofessionalism: It's more than courage, humanity, and authenticity. What really matters is the professional risk. An action only counts as unprofessional if it would trigger a "But you cannot do that!" from those around us. When I quit my day job to move to Amsterdam and redesign my life, that was courageous. It wasn't...